I am back!

Hey there!
Sorry for my late update.
Was busy preparing for exam last week and yesh, I am free now :D
Got conditional offer from Sheffield, Hertfordshire and Northumbria.
I guess I'll go Sheffield (:
Hope so.

Did job application and currently waiting for news from them.
Marlborough College and Dental clinic.
Weeeeeee, I actually hope to get the first job.
Teaching assistant (:

And yesh,
I'm still the girl who likes to watch drama.
And yesh,
I've started watching recently,
《Missing you》and《May Queen》,
Oh my gosh, now only I realize that they both start with 'M'

And yesh,
You came back.
Welcome!
And you!
Nice to meet you, talented guy!


And yesh,
I'm ready.





Blessed be, susu chow!

Be Ready.

我说女生
如果想要有人
如果渴望感觉
那就be ready.
准备好自己的心情和心态，是重要的。


Blessed be susu!

WHY

Why is it always Tan?
Okay, This is creepy and weird.
Why is it always the same?
No no no.
I shall tell myself to keep out of this.
It's gonna end.
So, don't make your life miserable.
You know how long it takes.
You knew.

交朋友真的可以很累

如题
真的可以很累
即使是认识时间不短的朋友
也可以有意外的收获

渐渐觉得自己从超爱讲话变成了现在的可以不讲就不讲
因为讲多很累
就算是讲也是跟适合的人讲
我真的一直觉得我从extrovert变成introvert.
我真的应该要好好衡量
加油，淑琳。


Someone keep giving me comments about my decision to go UK and they weren't good ones.But I'm seriously tired to think of it. Hmm...

Blessed be, susu chow!

I wonder Why

I guess it is my problem, to have problems with roommate.
I guess H.Pylori in my stomach isn't cured, I guess I have to take second trial of medicine.
I guess I am too demanding.
I guess I am too anxious, sometimes.
I guess I set it too high.
I guess, I guess and I guess.

Having PSY112, developmental psychology's midterm test on this coming Thursday.
30%.
Yesh, I should be more relaxed. Just do it!

Yay,
going back to JB on next thursday!
Have to attend my cousin's wedding.
It has been so long that I haven't seen all my relatives!
Weeeeeeeeeeeee ;D



Blessed be, susu chow!

HOME

Home sweet home!
还是家好！
Heeeeeeeeeee ;D

Drove to Sutera Mall and met up with one of dearest yst!
Yay!

Btw,
I decided to go UK next year.
Hope everything will be fine ;)




Blessed be, susu chow!

You Kayyy.

我知道会犹豫之时因为不够勇敢
会犹豫是因为怕失败
会犹豫是因为怕做不好，然后浪费爸妈的钱，辜负他们的期望。
但是在这些不该有的和不切实际之中，
我想赌一次，
我想挑战一次，
我想冒险一次，
行吗？

自己给自己个期限，
我该好好想了。

Blessed be, susu chow!

First Time

I know you're angry with me,
I'm sorry.
Hope that there'll be no scratch on it.
I really treat you as one of my besties.
Just that the way I treat my besties is different from others.
Sorry for this first time.
Mianneh!



Blessed be, Mama Bell and Susu Chow!

eznote.multiply.com

刚刚回去以前Eznote的部落格看了看，
发现以前的我们现在都好像远了，却也近了。
想念身为学生的我，在那里的时候。
你们，都还好吗？
:)


Blessed be, susu chow!

Sixth of Sep.

I'm sick for this year's sixth of Sep.
Hahaha. This is what you wanna give me as a present, God?
Ogehhhhh, you know I'm very PASRAH in this kind of things, I'll accept all the QADAK & QADAR if this is what you arrange for me :)

Well, I should say that when one becomes 19, she's more mature than you think she is.
It's different from 17, or even 18.
Because she would be happy enough when she gets calls from her sincere ones, yesh, just a call she will be satisfied.
And wishes from her uni-mates.
And wishes from her FB, Twitter friends,
And of course, best and warm wishes from her family members.
Guess this can be one of the parts of development that her lecturer wants her to observe and report on?
Heh.
We will see.

Just one BIG thank you to all of the sincere ones ;D

My three wishes:

1. Hope that My family and I will stay healthy and happy and all the best!
2. Hope that I can score very well for this semester and further my studies overseas with scholarship successfully.
3. Hope that the entrance of next stage of life will be opened when it is suitable and hope that people around me would be happy everyday.




BLESSED BE, susu chow shu ling!

Dream.

And so, I dreamt of him again.
I should learn more about dreams, seriously.
so that I can interpret and figure it out.
What does it mean actually?
I'll slap myself if that's it.

Back from Taiwan.
The greatest girt I got from this trip ARE mosquito bites.
Both of my legs are full of mosquito bites.
Damn.
And ulcer and pimples.
Btw,
I did buy lots of clothes haha.
Daddy say I'm not allowed to buy during chinese new year.
Weeeshhhhhh.
Nvm, I'm always a good girl :P

And, yesh.
I'm having sore throat now.
Feel like I'm going to be sick.
Nahhhhh, I don't want it please.
School's gonna start like real soon and I'm having sore throat and probably cough at this moment? You gonna be kidding me.

God please bless me.


Blessed be, susu chow! :D

pre-TAIWAN

Weeeeeeeeee,
Going to Taiwan morrow!
Can feel the excitement already ;D
God, please let us have a safe and nice trip!

Blessed be, susu chow!

Damn.

Walao.
Damn BO SONG!
Stop playing me around.
I don't like being fooled.
I did all these because I want to contribute and yet, this is the answer?
Tell me if I'm useless, I won't stay for even one second.
Don't worry, I will still give away what I've gained and help before I leave.
If this is not functioning, I can find another.

Just because the person is away and back in the place where he or she was born after a period of time he or she was staying all alone in the place that he or she is not familiar with, you neglected him/her? EPIC.

Fooooooood

So, I'm not allowed to consume the followings:

1.Cold drinks (with ice)
2.Cold drinks (without ice)
3.Spicy food
4.Sour drinks or food
5.Cold food

Helicobacter Pylori.

Yea, this is the microaerophilic bacterium that are in my stomach.
Took medicine for the whole week last week, 6 pills per day.
This is not suffering but the fact that I might not be allowed to drink cold drinks really freaks me out. Oh, ice, you're such an amazing thing especially when the weather is hot and I'm not allowed to have you in my mouth but the super hot drinks. Okay. I will be super healthy then. POSITIVE THINKING right?

Finished the medicine last Sunday and have to wait for 4 weeks to do another test in order to check whether they are still in my stomach.

God, I don't want them in my body, so please let them go.
Btw, I don't feel sad for myself. This is a not-so-serious disease unless you ignore it for at least 8-15 years? AND IT WILL TURN INTO cancer.


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Okay, let's forget the unlucky part,
Good news:
I AM GOING TO TAIWAN!!!
The country that I wanna go badly since I was 15 years old? Or even younger?
Heh.
It's a family trip.
Happy happy :D
Will enjoy my life there, NO WORRIES!
Date: 24/8 - 31/8
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!




Blessed be, susu chow!

No.

Sometimes I feel that even the closest person can't be trusted.
I know there is something between us and I might misunderstand it.
But I'm sorry, at this moment I don't feel like welcoming you.
Will find a way after this. No worries.

缓慢。

有时候 有些事情
急不来。


刚刚看完了我最近追的戏，《胜女的代价》。
里面的林晓洁，是位坚强且自信的女人。
我喜欢男女主角相处的方式，
完全没有互相猜忌，
遇到任何事情都一起面对，
就算不利的证据摆在眼前，还是坚信对方。
我说
这种感情的处理方式，羡慕。

Blessed be, susu chow! :)

This Friday.

Phewww.
Hello peeps!

Going to do blood withdrawal for body check-up morrow :S
Honestly, it has been quite a long period, 3 years if I'm not wrong, that I didn't receive any injection.

Quite nervous weiii.
Hmm.
I have no choice but face it.
Seriously have to go for body check-up now.

I'll be fine, no worries ;)


BLESSED BE, susu chow!

这就是我所坚信的后果吗？

此时此刻的正能量至剩下负数。
所以我说
心智不成熟的男人
永远都不可靠。
不可靠就算了
还会惹一大堆的麻烦
一大堆讨人厌的事情
伤别人的心
我说
妈妈啊
你上辈子真的是欠了他好多好多
这辈子他是来向你要债的
这点
我敢肯定。

我说
这只会打击我一个晚上
因为我的性格会让我告诉自己
越是这样，我就越是要奋发图强
然后拿奖学金
然后成为学业超级优异的学生
然后有机会被赞助到外国升学
然后顺利毕业
然后出来工作
然后赚很多很多的钱
然后用那些钱证明给你看
什么叫做有认真努力的人
什么叫做有用的人
然后我要做一位即使工作忙得要命 却还常常拨出时间陪伴爸爸妈妈的女儿
然后让你看到 什么才叫做孩子 什么才叫做孝顺 什么才叫做理智！

Betrayal, or ignorance?

Instead of sobbing and depressing,
I chose to start life anew.

Yesh.

You can't beat me down.
I'm the forever-standing.
Afraid of me?
You shall.
And then you shall get out of my world.
You're not trustworthy, ANYMORE.


Why?
Is it really because I got the scholarship?


Blessed be, susu chow.

重新，来。

会气，
会伤，
会失望。

原来，
是我天真。

只能告诉自己，
重新
也从心，
再出发。

加油。

Blessed be, susu chow!

My life here...

Hello peeps,
so sorry for not updating my status for such a long time.
There are some feelings that I would like to express here, but not in English.
Sorry.
Sometimes English just can't understand me, or the other way round.
Mother tongue suits me, in a better way :)

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最近
在这间大学经历的事，
有快乐的，
有惊喜的，
有感伤的，
有后悔的。

我想问
人与人之间之所以可以相处的来，
是因为他们有着同样的频率吗？
因为频率相同，
所以过火的火花不会产生，
只有擦出充满色彩的火花，会渐渐的被释放出来。

有时
万物都有如浮云，
时而终隔一层，
时而灰飞烟灭。

有时
人心
就犹如浮云一般，
抓不住，
也放不开。

我说
人性
并不是永久，
并不持久。

我说
这一切的一切，
最终都会回到思想，
最终都会回到人最初，也是最后，的心。


不明白的事，
我不再执着，
就随你，随他，也随我而去吧。

重生，
也许是一件好事。


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I will post another article morrow!
stay tuned!


Blessed be, susu chow!

New life? Yesh,

Hello peeps!
It has been quite a long period that I didn't update my status, cheongmai mianneh!

First of all I would like to thank God for letting my mum to remain healthy. Good news: She went for body check-up and there's nothing bad and she's healthy :)

Hmm...Tomorrow will be my first day of second sem in HELP!
Hooray?
Hah.
Yesh, let's just say "Hooray!" :D
Hope that it will be ggod and nice.
START LIFE ANEW!!!

Gotta tell you all that I would have to wake up early in the morning at 6 something most of the days because of those 8 o'clock lectures :/
Well then, take it as a training?
Way back to my old lifestyle which I sleep before 11pm?
Hah.
I'll try my best then ;)

8am morrow so,,,,
bye and goodnight you amazing people and amazing world! :D

*Some pics as presents!

Blessed be, susu chow!

The King 2 Heart

Hello peeps!
Heeee,
yesh, I've just started my drama life and cha-dang!
May I recommend and present it to all of you:

ps: I like the last picture the most! My style!

Hmm...

Well, how ya feel about it?
Don't hesitate anymore, just watch it :)


Blessed be, susu chow!

back.

Hello peeps,
I'm back :)

How's my exam?
Yea, quite well.
:)

Nothing much to say today.

想说
当两个人转头往逆向方向迈步时，所看的世界是不是就会不同?
好奇着，
这样的心.



Blessed be susu!

你啊你

男人
去了那么久
怎还没回来

叹...


Blessed be susu chow & Hyun!

Biggest enemy

Hello peeps *soft & tired voice*

Had a serious and tiring fight with my biggest enemy this morning, just when I was about to brush my teeth.
Yesh, it's the biggest enemy.
The SUPER DUPER BIG enemy.
It is what I can't tolerate with.
A big NO to it.

Yet I managed to defeat it.
Victory <3

Thanks to one of my dearest Vivien Wong for helping even though she was sleeping at that moment.
Hah.


已经设下天罗地网，希望你下次不要再光临！

Blessed be susu chow.

Subang ss15

Hello peeps!
Went SS15 and had a short gathering with Ms.Jiali, Ms.Vivian and Ms.Chersyn!
Oh ya, not to forget Mr.Martin!
Had Uncle Seng's special wantan mee as my lunch!
SATISFIED :D

Chill Chill & chill.
Too much?
Don't worry :)

Blessed be susu chow!

2.4.2012

Hey peeps.

17.04.2012
20.04.2012
21.04.2012
24.04.2012

These are days that I have to be in super positive mood.
Yesh.
Final examination.
God bless me for it.
I started revision on March 20.
Too early? Too late?
Gah. I have no idea but just follow what my mind told me (:
At least I can revise all the subjects twice before the exam.
Wise? I hope I'm.


I tried to de-stress myself and I did it quite well.
Having thoughts that were self-handicapping.
I did feel more confident with myself.
Let's see.
I'll do my best for whatever (:

Finished 华丽的挑战！
Learned from the crazy GongXi: we should always be positive-minded and strive for the best.
Yesh.
I like it <3


TVD ep 19 will only be aired on April 19!
Gosh.
You gotta make me crazy for this!
Elena, please choose Stef! *deep in my heart*



That's all for my updates!
Hope you guys have a nice day, nice week and nice year!
Enjoy life!



Blessed be,susu chow!

Life-ing

Wow! I've just updated my blogger :) Good!!! I'm a fast learner anyway :P Just wanna let ya'all know that I love the subject I'm studying now and my love for it is increasing day by day <3 Enjoy life, Live life to the fullest! :D And, I've got my PSY113 assignments back. Not bad. :) Keep it up and make little improvement, susu chow! Blessed be, susu chow!

Dead and undead

My mood sank to the deepest for the past few days.
The person who is studying psychology can't handle and manage stress psychologically.
Great.
Yesh, it's about stress.
Stress that I put on myself.
Stress that's a result of being too anxious, worried for getting good results.

Smile peeps, I've overcome it btw.
Credits to Mummy and Bell :)
And credit to myself, for being brave enough to face the truth.
Well, I'm getting better now.
Just an update of my current status :)
Gonna type my resume and edit it for these few days :D
MY FIRST TIME!

Ohyea, I was somehow regretted not to follow Vivien Wong to watch SNSD mini concert!
D:



Blessed be susu chow!

LOVE

Have watched the movie that I looked forward to!
《LOVE》!!!

It's nice!
Overwhelmed by loves :)






Love this couple the most - Zhao Wei and Mark.


Blessed be, susu chow!

Sister

I used to think who am I going to invite as my sisters when it is the time for me to get married?

Of course Jiewen wu will be the first.
She is my best of the best who I called her as chrome sis.
She is the one who always understand me, vice versa I guess?
She's the one that I would never forget nor neglect.
She's the one that I share everything with :)
Haha,Can't get it?
Forget it because only two of us will understand fully :)

Jiali Cheong is another sweetie that I would like to ask.
Annoyed by her voice?
Hah. I've made myself immune to it so it's okay sweetie!
She's really a kind one, peeps.
She brought me happiness that I never ever expect to gain, from her, sincerely.
Thank you Ms.Yakult <3

Bell Ng Ban Ling is the next!
She is the mad one.
She is the crazy one.
She is the one that I can laugh at and with,
She is the one that would send me a warm message before my exam.

Michelle Yong would be my first out-station sister that I would like to ask.
She is the one who use similar ways of managing things as I.
She is the one that I can somehow "connect with" in college and uni.
Hah, great.

Eleen Sim!
Here you are!
Heh.
She is my form-five-bff and my form-five-craziers
Yesh, she's just awesome.

Vivian Loh!
Hah.
The one I've been attached to for...how many years?
hehe
She's the one who understand me well as well.
Yesh.
She's the one who always sat beside me and used to sleep beside me for 6 months.

Seat Theng Chen.
Hah.
It has been a long time that we didn't meet with each other but somehow I still feel like we're close enough.
We knew the way we live,
isn't it?
:)

I don't really know about the others.
Seriously, do you know me well enough?
Or
Do I know you well enough?
Hah.
It is never too late to show my and your sincerity.
There's always a chance for you and me :)
Glad to be Susu Chow.


Blessed be, susu chow!

Fine.

Hey peeps!
I'm fine :)
I keep asking myself to be more tolerant and patient these few weeks since I want to be a psychologist.
So sis, thank you for calling me right after I expressed my feeling on Tweeter with a four-letters word (which is extremely bad :( ) and I want to tell you, I'm fine, seriously :)

Hah, I've finished (sort of, somehow) On Call 36 Hours yesterday.
And I watched a movie called 《倾城之泪》.
All I've learned from the drama and movie is be positive-minded and live life to the fullest.
Yesh, we should learn to accept all the unfortunate situations that happened to us or the people around us.
And you know what?
I really love medicine.

Being alone is not that bad.
Trust me :)
But don't be too lonely, ya know?



Blessed be, susu chow.

Thin and skinny love

Have just finished 《Yes, Captain》 :)
A Korean drama, dude.
Yea, again, the feeling of being loved and loving,
All kinds of love.

I felt that I'm growing.
I felt that I'm improving.
This is the way I let myself to be satisfied with all the things I owned.
Yea, I'm who I am.

This is kinda weird.
I know you will somehow appear someday.
You know what?
I'm actually a very cool one.
I love to be cool, not only semblance but mind, behavior and heart.

Here's the pic for you guys! ;D







Blessed be, susu chow! :)

Outings!

One Utama 1 day trip with Vivien Wong >>>



*Our first stop: the uptown. Had FACE TO FACE as our breakfast!



*Dry chili superrrr nice ;D



*Vivien ordered ice kacang as dessert!



*Imagine how nice it is by looking at this pic!



*Reached 1 Utama and we were mesmerized by these!





*Lunch: Tang Shi Fu which is one of my beloved!




*It's time to play! GUESS WHICH ONE WE CHOSE???







*Cha-Dang!!! We chose to play this ;DDD






*Vivien and I playing! It's quite fun actually, gonna go again whenever I'm stressed out.

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*Style-of-the-day: 5th of March which is TODAY: Plait + oversized hoodie + red shorts!




Blessed be susu chow!