HELP UNIVERSITY

Yesh, I've applied for HELP University.
Going to study Bachelor of Psychology.
It's a 3 years (Hons) programme.
God, please make me realize which country should I go for the second/third year.
Heeeeeeee, Looking forward to uni life!
And Nooooooooooo, I would have to take bus to uni every day from now on.
MADDDDDDDDDDDDDD





Why why why?
I swear I will let it go, and let it be.






Blessed Be, susu chow!

一口气。

我争回了一口气，就在你们面前做好我自己。

我不否认依然会在意，
但是在你独自走向我的那一刻，
已经没有“怦然”，
已经没有“moment”。
我成功的做好我自己。


我说，
最好的 就是开始另一个故事，来结束上一个故事。
藕断丝连不是我的作风，
从前不是，
现在不是，
以后也不会是。









Blessed Be, susu chow!

没格。

我知道我没资格

但

我真想说：谁来送我一个“李大仁”啊？






Blessed be, susu chow!

话说

话说

有一位

长得“还不错”的老师

要和一位

长得很优的师母结婚。

哈哈

他们在一起好久了，

终于等到这一天。

那我也很荣幸的 可以被邀请到他们的婚礼 见证他们的幸福。


话说

我虽然和这个大家庭 渐行渐远

但是

我的心

有那么一定的分量

永远都停留在那里。

恭喜，我的启蒙老师 Sea Gemuk和晓芸师母。


衷心的祝福。

我需要的是 : 改变。

女生最好，最有感觉的改变莫过于发型。

所以，明天perm发去！







Blessed be,susu chow!

给，朋友。

今天故事的主角，有三位。
真正的有三位，另一位是匿名的朋友。















想对第一位说：你其实已经很优秀，很不错了。
身上长满了刺，没关系。
我也在慢慢的把身上一根根的刺拔出，
我相信你也可以做到。
如果觉得拔的过程太痛苦，那就别勉强，
让自己做个漂亮又潇洒的玫瑰吧！






想对第二位说：其实你也算很不错，很体贴的了。
部落格原本就是抒发真感情的地方，
部落格原本就是透露自己的感想的地方。
难道，你还要累到在自己抒发感情的地方撒谎吗？
如果真的是这样，那你也活得太累了吧？
所以说，你应该相信自己，如果觉得自己真的付出了，
如果觉得自己真的问心无愧，那你也别再勉强下去了，
“勉强的幸福是不会有好结果的”
这不就是人们常说的吗？
听了这么多遍，果真还是当局者迷，旁观者清啊！
是你的就是你的，不是你的你再努力也没有用。
缘分已尽，只好认命！









想对第三位说：我说，我是不是太投靠你了？
我说，我是不是太依赖你了？
我说，我是不是太相信你了？
我说，我是不是自己会错意了？
我说，我是不是让你很烦？
我说，我是不是对号入座？
我说，我是不是自作多情？
我说，我说，我说。
有时候我看不清楚你，有时候你让人抓不透。
有时候你让人很不安，有时候你让人无法理解，甚至不可理喻。
我说，我和你不再如昔日？












想对
第四位匿名的你说：
也许有时候，
你需要更加的坚强，
也许有时候，
你需要更加的有自信，
也许有时候，
你需要多一份潇洒，
也许有时候，
你需要多一份女人味，
也许有时候，
你应该放下，
也许有时候，
你应该为自己，
也许有时候，
你应该大方，
也许有时候，
你应该不小心眼，
也许有时候，
你应该宽容，
也许有时候，
你应该拥有不完美的完美。
作为你的朋友，
能说的只有这些了，
祝你一切顺利，
祝福你。

挣扎。

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寖入污浊不透的水，

拼了命的挣扎。

挣扎着，却又没有任何的希望，

挣扎着，却又没有任何能紧紧抓住。


透不过气，

闷。

隐约的光线，

慢慢的往下沉，

沉溺在灰黑色的湖水中央，

沉入了无底洞...







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真是有意思，
能够让我如此的压抑。
戏剧，讲述了戏剧性的人生。
戏剧，让人又爱又恨。





Blessed be, susu chow.

The sister of Cinderella.

《灰姑娘的姐姐》;

《The sister of Cinderella》

Nice drama!

有意思。

城市中心。

感觉，
好像又有回到城市中心的感觉。



你应该不知道，城市中心的感觉吧？
你不会知道的。




因为，你不曾站在我的立场感受。


好！
决定了！
这次真的要为了自己而活，
完全完全，
彻底的做自己，
彻底的为自己。


了，
自己有时候太苛刻。

寻。

这次又被中文深深的吸引。


把大学先修课程念完了
时间快啊。
偶尔会想马上念大一，
偶尔会像好好放个假。
矛盾啊矛盾。


看
现在不是relax着吗？
晚睡迟起---多不像susu chow的生活啊，
又能怎样？
谁叫我的理性和感性总是起冲突。


好像
自己真的该慢慢的成长
慢慢的脱离依赖
慢慢的学者靠自己。
至少
我是这么觉得的。


最近变得特别的开朗，
做什么事都特别的顺心，
面对任何事都是以正面思想。
好像
我改变了。
我觉得我看得更加的开，
我觉得我不顾虑了。

做自己，
永远都是最幸福的。
至少
我是这么觉得的。


明天要去上5个小时的undang课，
阿门！


看着我的部落格的你，
有没有在微笑呢？
就咧嘴而笑吧，
会特别欣慰的哦！


加油，各位！
加油，地球！
加油，音乐！
加油，淑琳！


×突然想说这句：有一点点，想靠自己在吉隆坡过日子。



*附加超有活力的KIWI照一张！


Blesses be, susu chow :)

我认。

我承认
我心直口快
我干脆利落
所以这是我的方式
paiseh呐 ;P
我就是这样的女生，

PS:我说过很多次了吧？=X



Hey,我说啊，
这张新的主题照，很合我意。
有种想飞，努力往前冲的感觉，
2012，我来了。
2011，别太想我。
2013，你等着吧。


人长大了，就要面对世界吗？
女孩长大了，就要恋爱吗？
男生长大了，就要就没有电玩了吗？
好像
也许
也是。

但
有想证实
这些可以被否决的觉与决。
怎样？
哈
我就是这样。



好久没用最能抒发的华文了，
你好，
我的母语 :)



喜欢这几首歌曲，因为那种轻松慵懒的感觉，合我意。
那种 “我不屑”的感觉，
我喜欢！



好啦，该睡了 ;)
晚安！




Blessed Be, susu chow!

Hey.

Hey,dude...

A very nice drama:
《我可能不会爱你》
爽快的对白，
直接的剧情。
大爱...

The End.

That's it.
The end of SAM,
The end oF Sacefinals,
The end of college!
wooohooooooo!!!!!


09.11.11.

I'm graduated.
:)



Blessed be, susu chow!

Insomnia

Damn.
I can't fall asleep.
Can't.

Had insomnia last night, from 10pm till 3.45am.
And I have to wake up early in the morning, 5.30am, to sit for maths final exam.
Yet, I ended up sleeping for 1 hour and I'm confirmed that it was just a stage 1 light sleep.
Gosh.
What happened to me?
Hormonal effects?
I don't really know.
According to Psychology,
the symptoms I have for these few days are the symptoms of depression.
Great.
I'm having trouble now.
And when I say trouble, it really is.


Haven't had a proper sleep till now.
I hope I can sleep well later at night.
Will need wine to assist me :)
Luckily I bought one here ;)

All the best Susu Chow!
You can do it!
Just sleep and de-stress :)

Blessed be.

Most Happy People.

With my parent around me,
I'm sure that I'm the most happy people in the world.
We aren't as rich as others who can buy LV, have dinner in super high class restaurant, buy super branded shoes and drink super duper expensive wine.
I want to tell you instead: We can try on newly-opened western restaurant whenever we want, we can enjoy our favourite chinese restaurant as we wish, we can buy shoes, clothes and anything that is not super branded but branded we like, we can go wherever we want as we would like to.
This is my family, with no strict limitations but we know when can we spend, when should we save.
This is my family, with no strict limitations but enjoy what we like whenever we want.
This is my family, being so random until I'm so sursprised.

There's only once in a lifetime that you can enjoy things you like at that moment, don't you agree?

Yesh, I appreciate my family so much. I appreciate my parent so much, I appreciate my brother so much.

Thanks daddy and mummy for coming KL just to accompany me to buy prom dress and high heels and all the other accessories that I need.

Thanks , really thank you daddy and mummy although you are so tired of walking the whole day and daddy, thanks for accompanying me to buy all the stuff while you were really hungry but you keep insisting on buying those things first.

I've spent so much money today and what I will do is I'll do my best in the coming final exam and I'll have a good future so that you don't need to worry about me and I will bring you to travel around the world whenever I'm capable.


Love you lotssa, daddy and mummy and my beloved brother <3




Blessed be, susu chow!

Time flies

Yea, Time flies.
Reminiscing those days when I've just reached Subang,
When I was still exploring this lil place,
When I was still curious about how my life here is going to be.

And it's now October.
47 days more then I'm going back to JB.
Hah.
I somehow don't feel like going back but keep travelling.
Aren't I travelling?
Yes I Am.
Heeeeeeeee ;D

Monash.
Sunway.
Help.
Nottingham.

These are the choices.
Pick one for me?
Please?


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Love is not simple.
Not easy as you think.
My lil girl,
think twice ;)

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Have got my trial results.
Pretty good but not Very.
Keep it up, susu!
Do better for the next coming exam which is the last.

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Daddy and Mummy and probably bro coming over this weekend :D
It's time to buy my long dress and high heels and all the other stuffffffff.
Weeheeeeee <3
Welcome my family!


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I'm still waiting ,
still waiting patiently here :)
I believe we'll meet one day,
At a memorable place.





Blessed be, susu chow.

I'm done, I'm back !

Heyyyyyyyyyy
I've finished my trial!
PHEEEEEEEWWITTTTT!

Hah, A lil bit lost control here ;P
So,,,,
Waiting for the results :)
I hope and wish I can have good results :D
Well, I think I can have,
At least I do and try my best :)
Time to relax for a few days :)

I Just Wanna Cry.

I just wanna cry out loud.
I just wanna shout.
I'm seroiusly stressed-out.
Gosh.
God, please help me D:

So many things to do and so many things to read.
Have to go, no time for long post.
This is just a self-therapy for me to express my feelings and release ppm or ppb of my stress.


Blessed be, susu chow.

Marriage

What's your opinion on marriage?
Is it so easy?
Gosh.
What am I talking about?


Just came back from a friend's house.
He's just 20 but he has got married and had a child.
Attended his little son's party and guess what?
I witnessed a very romantic moment.
A guy proposed in the house!
And the girl was just shocked, can't react to anything but kept crying :)
Awwwwwwwwwwww.
Is marriage so easy?
Why people nowadays keep having the thought of getting married?
Can't really understand.
Hah.
Maybe I'm the one who is old-minded?
Perhaps.


Nah.
I didn't even read a single word.
I didn't even open any book to do my revision.
I failed.
Gosh.
I shouldn't be like this.
But once I'm homed,
I'm homed.



Going to a place near Desaru morrow!
A dinner with seafood!
All seafood!
Yay,
I'm coming,
deep. blue. SEA!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is the way I live,
This is the way I enjoy,
If you're not used to it,
Then please live without telling me.
I would understand.
Definitely :)


Boyfriend.


Blessed be, susu chow!

First, 6.9.11

Thanks to the two special girls.
Ms. See Toh Yiling
and
Ms. Wu Jie Wen

It's really a surprise to me, seems like not a super big surprise to any other people, but it is a duper big surprise to me, deep in my heart :)

Being cared by someone without any intention for it is just nice :)

That's why I try to forget the past, and keep accepting the new one.
Hmm, maybe it's not a new one? It's just a new person in my world ;)
And you know what?
Once, once, once you don't care,
You really won't care.
You'll just cherish the one in your heart,
You'll just cherish the one in your hand.
Let it be,
Let it go.
It's okay.


My first three wishes!

I love you,
I wish you,
I'm glad to see everyone to be happy :)



Blessed be, susu chow <3


Here's the picture!

YAY

When I say "Yay",
I really mean it.

It's time to go back home!

And,
A decision has been made.
Thank god for making me make this decision.
Thank God for making me have such a sudden thought.
Good Luck, babe!
I mean: Good luck to me ;P
All the best, babe!
This is for you.All of you :D


Feeling good!
I can tell you I'm living through all these with real effort,
And I take all of these seriously.
And I'm so satisfied!


Blessed be, susu chow!



When I say "Yay",

Nahhh

I don't really understand
Is it only me who feel this,
Or is it you who behave like this?

I don't really understand
Is it only me who cherish all these,
Or is it you who behave like this?

I don't really understand
Is it only me who will mind,
Or is it you who behave like this?

Right now I would say:

Get to know a person for a long time doesn't really matter.


Protect yourself,
Be strong.
And you will always be safe,
And you can know more about the world, in a better way.


One really enough.


I'm not emo,
I don't like.
I bet you'll never see this,
I bet you'll never know this.
Simply because you don't care.
I'm just curious,
How can a person be like this?




Blessed be, susu chow.

That's it.

我想说啊
人出现在不对的时机
就难免会有这样的尴尬.

我知道这样好像很不好
但是我的直觉和知觉是一直这样提醒我的.

任何事情还是都是先准备比较好.


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Nah.
Not very lucky for these few days.
Gosh.


BTW,
I'm going to be one of the crews in Taylor's morrow :)
A tour guide!
Haha, I will enjoy! ;D
It's time for me to enjoy college life now :D
A lil bit late?
I Don't really Care.

Blessed be, susu chow!

Hey,dude!

今天想向华文伸出手 :)


我向往自由，就好象自由向往我一样。

放下之后，还能以笑面对，是不是很酷?
我知道我自己.
有时候会觉得孤单，但是孤单中又感到欣慰.
孤单中又有我喜欢的感觉.
我知道很奇特
所以只有更奇特的人，
可以在我的世界里徘徊 :)
如果你不够奇特，就请自便吧！
Heeeeeeeeweeeeeee <3


这几个星期都一直不断的尝试自己下厨，
感觉真的很不错！
终于，26号要到了！
可以回家咯！
等待回家的感觉，你知道吗？
我知道 :)
我真的不知道要怎么做抉择
哪一个，
哪一个才是最适合我的，
我真的不知道是哪一个.
给我一点时间，好吗？

最近好像对考试没有了感觉，
大概是适应了
哈
我真的会变成女超人.
不要笑，
因为女超人不会把底裤穿在外面！

最近喜欢跟学院的几个朋友疯
嘻嘻哈哈的
才是college life！
不过我们真的很疯
疯到............很疯！
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

有种
慢慢长大的感觉
慢慢蜕变的感觉
我还是那个少女，
别迟疑！

希望很快再见到咯！


干别的事情去了！


Blessed be,susu chow!

Confusedddddddddddddd

I'm confused.
Just like the girl in the picture :(
Which path suits me?
Psychology or Biomedical science?
It's time to make a decision, really!
SERIOUSLY!
Gah,,,,,,,,,,,,
Should think more from now on :(


Blessed be! susu chow <3

05.08.11

Hello peeps! ;D
Hmm, finished my maths test, psych analysis, psych presentation, and chem test!!!
Left Bio test on next Thurs and Psych test on next next thurs!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D
'You've fallen for me' is a very cute + encouraging + nice drama :)))
Hope you all will watch it if you're free ;)
Nah, I admit that I've fallen into this big and deep hole.
Yeshhh, the hole of story.
I want to know every nice and wonderful story around me, as this is the best way to make myself happy :)


Biomedical science or Psychology?


Blessed Be, susu chow :)

Happy Birthday !

Let me tell you a story.
There's a girl, who likes to bully her father.
There's a girl, who likes to play with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to hold her father's ear.
There's a girl, who likes to give all those food that she dislikes to her father.
There's a girl, who likes to dance together with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to sing together with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to do crazy stuff together with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to talk secrets with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to work in the shop with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to watch football match together with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to watch awesome movie together with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to travel with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to go shopping with her father.
There's a girl, who likes to hold her father hand, and stay by his side, and live the rest of her life <3

The end of the story.

Happy Birthday to my lovely, caring, cute, crazy, awesome and super duper nice dad <3
Sorry I can't spend your birthday with you!
Have a nice one!
Wishes from your lovely daughter :)


Blessed be, susu chow ;)

So Unbearable, awwwwwwwwwww.

Yea,
It's going to end next week :((((
I'll miss you and we'll meet again once I'm free :)))))))


Blessed be, susu chow <3

Weehee

Weehee <3
It has been quite a long time that I disappear from my dear Bloggie ;P
Bloggie, I'm back to see you!!!

Hello peeps, nah, I'm stll alive :)
Busy for homework these few days, got lotssa "events" that are coming soon.
Hah, When I say "event", it means exam or test or practical or other rojak, really like rojak cause there is a lot.
Forget it if you don't know what I wanna present, it means you're lack of the skill of UNDERSTANDING.
Heeeee ;D

Clinique came to our school and let those girls who want their photo to be on the cover page of CLEO magazine to make-up and get some door gifts, worth RM 130??? Hah, I GUESS.
It's quite fun, but I sit at a side with Yew instead of joining it.
Keeeeeeee.

Saw an Indian guy walking and pacing outside my house (hostel) when I walked back from school alone.
Tell you, I was scared. For real.
Cause when I wanna go into my house, he came forward. Then I turn away and walked back to school.
Wait for Yew and Jiali to go back home together.
Seriously, the security here is not that good.
Black area :(((((((((((
Must be more careful.



Thanks, my Guardian Angel, for bringing me so much happiness on the past few days.
Heeeeeeeee <3
I'll be good to my cucu too!!!!!!!



Blessed be, susu chow!

A few things...

A few things,'that I would like to mention :)

Have done my very important ESL presentation today,
Feel so relax but tense for the coming exam :(
They are just tests, but they are counted in my internal assessment.
So, I would like to work harder from now on,
but the fact is: I kept watching drama!
They are just way too nice!!!!

Meeeee :((((((
I'm super duper unlucky this morning!
My high heels was broken and then I walked back to my house to change.
Then I realised that I forgot to bring my key!!!
I can't enter my house!!!
As if I'm a vampyre who can't get in the house without being invited by the landlord.
Gah.
I need to walked back to school to get Yew's key and walked back again :(((
Damn tiring!

Have no idea about what I should study.
Biomedical science
or
Psychology
or
Take the risk --- Medicine?
A big question.
Huge.

Hah!
I bought 4 clothes online!
they are products from Australia and the prices are super duper cheap!
A jumpsuit,oversized basic t-shirt(blue-green),oversized long t-shirt(monsoon colour) and a hoodie!
weeheeeeee<3
Thanks mummy for letting me buy those clothes!
Love you muackz!
hahahahhaha ;D;D;D
Ohyea, it only cost about 90++ for all the clothes including the postage fees!
Cheap right???
GIVE YOU THE LINK ! (Click on the "SALES" icon to search for low price clothes!)
www.supre.com.au
heeee <3


Nanana, Kim Nana is so prettay and Lee Yun Sung is so damn handsome!!!
Lee Yun Sung has V-shape body shape!
Hot guy yea <3



Blessed be, susu chow :)

Feeling Bad.

I felt bad.
For a few things.
It goes wrong.
It really goes wrong.
If you say that dreams signify something,
I would say that the dream I had last night was a significance of confusion.

I'm confused.
Seriously.

Stressed, somehow somewhat, in someway.

I should cut down chatting time,
I should revise more.
How can I skipped homework ?
This is not me, I'm not the person who can skip task.

I should be clearer.
In what I wanna become in the future.
Sometimes I feel that I'm not interested in everything.
Is this my true-self?

I hate the feeling of having this conversation with you,with so much uncertainty.
I hate the weird feeling between us.
I dislike you to have the feeling of insecurity.
I want to give you the best, I hope I can.
But I'm scared.
I scare I can't do it in one shot.
I scare I can't be perfect all the time.
What am I supposed to do?

Morrow will be morrow, Morrow will still come, time will keep flowing.
Don't be worried,
I'll be okay tomorrow, in the end.
I'm always like that.

The best way to release stress is just cry.
Yea, crying will definitely make me more comfortable.

I'll still be the strong girl, after this long lasting night.
Hope I'll not have that kind of dream again.
It really freaks me out.


Blessed be, sincerely this time to yourself, Susu Chow.

City Hunter Part II

It's too nice, too too too nice <3
A very different and special story.
Chua ka <3
Like all the songs! :)

Me & Travelling & Sea.

Dad and Mum are planning to go Redang (Because of my annoying please) hahaha!
BUT then, My uncle says if we go to Sabah then only he will follow.
Haiz.
You know what?
My dad and mum and bro, three of them agreed to go Sabah and I'm the only one who wants to go Redang!
Nevermind,I'll go Redang Myself, when I can afford the fees and I'll go.Heeeeeee <3
Because I love sea and island, very much :)


Spent time on watching korean drama, Hah! A Typical 18 years old girl yea, me <3
City Hunter is very evry very very very nice, I don't simply praise!


I really don't know what I'm going to study, Biomedical scince? Psychology? Or even Medicine?
I really don't know.
Have consultation with my psychology teacher last Friday and I seem like want to pick up Psychology again, return to Psychology path again, have the passion of studying Psychology for my 4 years degree programma and probably another 2 years for master programme.
Is this the right way? The correct decision?
I don't know.
Seriously.
May God bless me, May God wish me ;)
I'll find out a way for myself, the best way, soon :)

Redang and Sabah,
One of you,
I'm coming!!!!!!


Blessed Be, susu chow!

The single.

This movie is nice!
I like the flow!
And I like the ending <3
:)

Here's some pics ;)

21.6.11

Hello people!
I was busying for school things these few days...
Have a chemistry practical test right after I was back in Subang.
And guess what???
I've done the kidney disection for Bio today!!!
It was fun!
Heheeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
My friends will upload photos for it, be patient :)

Sad thing : I keep sleeping late for these few days :(
And, after today's psychology class, I knew that there are two types of people in the world (about sleeping).
One is morning type and the other is evening type!
And fortunately, I'm a morning type person since I have to go to bed early like 10.30 pm and wake up at 8 am or even earlier :)
This is the result of my mum's traning :)
Heeee <3

Psychology class was fun, interesting and exciting :)
One can really learn a lot of things through this subject.
And, the most important thing is: the things you learnt will be related to your daily life!
It helps, seriously :)

Have done my homeworks for today.
Maths.

My mum called me yesterday and she said she wanted to go to Maldives during Hari Raya.
Gosh.
Maldives.
The very very very x 1000000000 times expensive place she wants to go!
SERIOUSLY?
She asked me to search for net.
Hah.
I did.
And, I encouraged her to go Bali, instead.

I think that's all for today, tired :S
See ya soon!

Blessed Be, susu chow!

City Hunter

Heeeeeee.
Have just finished 6 episodes of City Hunter!
This is another Korean drama starred by Lee Min Ho and Pu Min Ying!
Nice:)
A very exciting story!

Hah!
Have to wait for the latest episode to be released!

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I'm doing well here,
Started my second semester and living together with Vivian Loh in a master bedroom!
Feel more comfortable in this bg room than the small room I stayed before.
Hello, The rental for the previous room is 400 ringgit and this room is 500.
So, i think it's worthy!


Blessed Be, susu chow!

Psych

I feel that I'm going to become crazy.
I'm learning Psych please.
Hah!

Blessed Be <3

Times up!

It's time to go back already.
morrow's flight at 7:55 pm.
Hey !
I'm going back soon and will meet up with my beloved friends soon!
Start off again :D


And,,,,,,
GUESS WHAT?
I got an A for my Malaysian Studies man!
Gosh.
Unbelievable!


Blessed Be, Susu Chow!

Wo jiu shi zheyang!!!

我就是这样的随性
喜欢做什么就做什么
我就是这样的调皮
爱吵架就吵架
我就是这样的任性
爱别扭就别扭
我就是这样的女生，
但是我不是坏女生。

Heeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;P

Lalalalala..........Smile.

I love those drama with cool actors and actress ;D
Especially their conversation!
This is a nice one >>>>>>>>>>>>




I love those drama which have natural flow and story,
Like the real world we all are living in.
Nice.



Finished my 2-days-fun-time with Easynote's friends.
I love it :)
Because it was the only time I can play and I will.
Hah.


Have to start my chemistry draft edit work already.
It's late ////////////


Hey, I'm looking forward to become 19 years old.
Curious about the feeling of having a boyfriend.
WHAT THE------------
Hah.


So,
Blessed be yea,
Susu Chow <3

Hey.........

Hey peeps...
Finally, I've finished my semester one exam :)
College life <3
I felt both good and positive about it,
Hope I can get all A :)

Heeeeee,You'll say I'm sampat cause I felt lonely.
I'm 18 now.
Yet, I've no boyfriend.
Hah, no worries!
I'll have one soon ;)
After I finish my studies this year,
After I enter University :D


我最近过得不错，
一个人在一城市过日子的感觉，
不错。
这种自由，是以后再怎么奢求，都得不到的吧。
所以你不必担心啦，我可以自己照顾好自己，你也好好照顾自己呐 ;D
我们会再遇见的 :)

Wish me ALL THE BEST !!!!!

Have four tests for four sebjects each on this coming Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday!!!!!!!!!
Chemistry on Mon, Biology on Tues, Maths on Wed and Psychology on Thurs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heeeeeeeeee <3
Hope that I can perform well for it :)
Wish me All the best!!!!!


Blessed Be, Susu Chow! ;D

Mathssssssssssssssss

I did bad for my Maths test today :(
BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I hope can get at least 4 percent :(
Hope it...........


Blessed be, susu chow <3

Alone here.

Being alone here, is not very easy.
I miss my home, my daddy and mummy and brother.
When things around you have changed, you have no choice.
They've changed.
Just be yourself,
and Do your best.
Do your best until you get results that you satisfy,
then it's worth.

Blessed be, susu chow <3

There's no unfairness.

Half an hour ago,
I felt that sometime things turn out to be an unfairness.
Failed in getting what you want,
And the reason is: Others are not going on correctly on the right way.
When something is meant to be something,it gotta be something.
When something is meant to be something,it may turn out to be another thing.
And when this happens, you have to do something.
But the problem is,
What if you can't?
Complaining that this is unfair?

There's nothing you can do,
Accept it,
and Keep going.
Keep going but do something that is extra.
Use your brain to twist,
Use your time wisely.

Sitting in front of my comp now,
I felt that There's no unfainess.
It's you yourself who has to make changes, on yourself.
So, this is the world that we all are living in.


Blessed Be, Susu Chow <3

Checkitout

Can't you be more responsible?
NO, I should say: CAN'T YOU BE RESPONSIBLE?
Once you've started, please continue.
Don't be a bastard!








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Future doctor?
Yes or No?
What if I got the scholarship?
What if I really got it?
Reject it?
Because I don't really have so much passion in that field.
Accept it?
Because I do have some passion in this field and this may cut down my tuition fees and parents' burden.

Please give me some comments thanks. Ireally need it. Appreciate any comment ;）

Back to my world...

Going back to Subang morrow, 8.35pm firefly's flight, all the best!
Assignments, I'm coming <3

Blessed Be, susu chow :)

Oooooooooooooooooo

Dang Dang Dang Dang!!!!!
Helloooo People :D:D:D
Two more days to gooooooo
THEN I CAN GO BACK ALREADY!!!
Finished All the tests!!!!!!
Hahaha.
SAM Fiesta was fun!
It's like " Clubbing without alcohol", what a sad thing ;(
We did dance,like a crazy girl.Hah.
Kk,Going to have my dinner liaaoooooo.
Foood, I'm coming <3<3<3<3<3


Blessed Be, Susu Chow :)

Deep into the core.

Miss you suddenly,really in a sudden.
I know I shouldn't.
If you didn't change,
If you're still you,
If you're still there,
Free,
I'll go.
Pull my luggage and GO.
Imaginary.
Hah.
Silly yea.
If we're at the same place,
If we step on the same floor,
If we enter the sch together,
We'll be better.
Let it be; Let it be; Let it be.
When will disappear?
The best way is
Let others get in.


Blessed Be, susu chow<3

03.03.11

Yeah guys, I'm totally fine, great :)
23/25 for my first maths' quiz.
Careless mistake for one of the quest, Another one I really don't know the way to solve. Improvements,I need it :)
Passed my audition for Leo club charity concert that will be held in Taylor's Lakeside Campus :) Looking forward to it :D I like the feeling of sitting on a high chair, holding a mic stand and singing in darkness.

I miss my hometown: JB a lot.
I miss My home-my family,their voices, their hugs.
I miss my second home, my place to sing-easynote.
I miss my father's shop- sitting inside there and receiving money, selling things,writing cheque......
I miss everything there-Sitting in the car and staring at the blue sky,listening to the music,laughing with dad and mom and bro, discussing with mom and dad and bro, argueing with bro and dad and mom, visiting show house with dad and mom,trying delicious food with dad and mom and bro, tasting wine with dad and mom, sitting in the bistro or restaurant and listening to the song sang by the singer there, chatting with aunties and uncles, etc etc etc.

I'll be back ;)


Blessed Be, Susu Chow :)

I'm good, fine, Great :)

Hello guys.
I'm good,fine and Great :)
How're you guys?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I wanna go back to JB BADLY!
Miss all the things there.
Have test on next week :( :)
Hope that I can make it!
AZA.
KK,GTG.
Study time :D
Bye!


Blessed be <3

13.02.11

Yay! Sunday!
You know what?
I love Weekends nowadays!
Because: I don't have to wake up earrrrrrrrrrrrrly in the morning and rush to school.It's tiring! Really!
And I don't have to think of the problem of lack of time to do revision.It hurts.For real :(
I told myself I have to do revision everyday if there's no homework.But it seems like I really have no extra time to do it during weekdays.Lotssa homeworks waiting for me! Somemore there's only five subject for me to study,so I'll have all 5 subjects' periods everyday.Conclusion is YOU HAVE TO FINISH ALL THE 5 SUBJECTS' HOMEWORK EVERYDAY!!!!!
Irritating :S
Btw, I somehow, still can cope with it.
Just switch my revision to weekends.
Hahah.
Hope that this solution will last until the end of the year.
I WANT TO GET GOOD RESULTS AND SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And, I want to remain excellence too :)

Report: I'm quite okay during these few days.Homesicked on Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday.But I coped with it finally.Already booked the air tickets for March holidays,looking forward to it!!!!! :D:D:D

Heehee.Someone is going to get married today.Wish you all the best yea, guy!
Sory I cant attend,with two reasons.

I knew where is the exact place of Sea Gemuk's music school in KL already!!!
It's just opposite to my dorm! heehee.Hope to see you here yea, teacher! Yumcha!!! :D:D:D

Miss all my friends!
And of course: My family!

Kaykay, GTG. Have proposal to do.
Yea, the topic of my ESL assignment: Does human cloning bring more harm than good? Should human cloning be prohibited?
Wait for my assignment! :D


Blessed Be, Susu chow!

Don't feel good.

You know?
When you have to share,you have to.
And the responsibility.
Please.
Feel like I'm all alone.
Please pick your responsibility up too.

A summary of my life in Subang Jaya,KL.

This is a homework,actually,given by Jiewen Wu,who is my dearest sis.
LOL.
Hahaha.So,I'm still alive!!! (After living for two weeks in Subang Jaya and studying in Taylor's college Subang Jaya-TCSJ)
So, How're you guys?Good? Bad? or moderate?
I would like to give myself a "Good",haha,sounds like I really like the lifestyle here!

Until now,I can tell you that I quite enjoy the life here.Wake up in the morning at 7.00am,go to sch by foot, have a break at lunch time, go back to my "temporary home" after sch, surf Internet, have dinner with friends at night,go shopping during weekends,...........yea, my life here is quite interesting :) So, don't worry about me,I'll go through it until the end of the year :D

First two weeks in Taylor's, Hmm, not that easy as you think.First,we all have to speak in English.No chinese in our class.Rarely.And then, the way the teachers teach is exactly different from what our secondary school teachers did.The teachers here are more "open",we can talk about relationships in a proper way,without any other looks,so,it's quite good and healthy right? Somemore, Yea,attire! Goodbye UNIFORMS! All I need to do is just wear whatever I want to and go.So easy.And then we have no classroom that is SPECIFIC for us,we have to move to different classroom for every subject.This is quite nice also.(It's an opinion from me :P)AND THEN THE LUNCH TIME IS 1 HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I . LIKE . THIS .

Homework : Maths and ESL.Yaaaaaaaaaaa,have to think of the topic that I want to investigate.It's a research for ESL.Haha.ASSIGNMENT.AND,I've to do lots of revision!!!!!!

Going back to Seremban tonight.Dad,Mum and Bro are coming.Hooray! My ATM is here!!!! So I can buy CLOTHES!!!!!! And eat delicious fooooooddddd!!!!!!! I think of expenses everyday,you know? Controlling myself from spending too much money for food.Gah.But I really can't tahan sometimes. LOL.Forgive me! At least I didn't spend my money for other unimportant things.Weeee ;P Kay, gtg.

Blessed Be, Susu Chow!

SAM,Taylor's.

Hello Hi!
Yea,I'm still alive.
So,I went to taylor's today,for the first day and, it was quite interesting as what I'd said on Facebook.And,to my surprise, it was fairly good,yea,Good.
18th of Jan, which was yesterday,Jiali had gone for A level's orientation and she told us about her whole day activities and I was thinking of what would it be to me for the first day of school? Hah.And then she talked about attire,Guys' and girls' looks,and the way they communicate.
So,it was right.
the first thing we noticed was the appearence of people.
First impression is crucial.
The first few hours,we sat in the MPH(Multi Purpose Hall),Our programme's principal had her speech and somemore from some teachers.Then,yea,Identifying classrooms and meeting classmates.
GOD.
You know what?
I only realised that I'd entered a wrong class after I'd been communicating with new friends inside the classroom for almost half an hour.
Such a blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr girl,yea,it's me,yep.
And then, I rushed to the "real" class,unfortunately,they'd already started the ice breaking session,of course they would.
The moment I knocked the door and opened it,All eyes were on me.So, I became the spotlight of everyone.Goshhhh.This is what I DON'T WANT.
But,you know? I'm quite good in communcating and acting,so with the combination of these two skills,I said my reason of being late and entered the class and say a HI to everyone and had my seat.
So then, Ice breaking session continued.
Successfully.Smoothly,with no one else enters the class SUDDENLY.
Lalalala Blablablabla.
Till the end of the orientatiion, we went home.
( Actually it's because I'm quite lazy to say the long storyyyyy :(Just ask me if you want to know more about it.hah.)

Tomorrow is holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Blessed Be, Susu Chow! :D

Awakened

YES!
I've bought the latest book of the House Of Night series!
Awakened !!!!
God, I'm really very very very happy now you know?
Have something to focus on and to digest while I'm in the plane!
Heehee.
Tomorrow's flight.
Finally, it has arrived!
God bless me please!
Wish that everything will be fine!

It's time to bite book AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Medicine,Doctor.

最近在看一部叫做《妇产科的女医生》的韩国戏剧，
是因为是医生的戏；跟医学有关系的才吸引了我，
多亏jiewen的推荐，谢啦！

共有16集，看到第9集了。
觉得在看的过程中，
感觉到了每一个病患的内心，
体会到了他们的辛苦。
也感觉到做医生的伟大，代价，牺牲。
每一个手术，
每一个case,
每一个病患，
每一个步骤，
每一份关怀，
都是很重要很重要的。
当病人的家属冲上前来说声谢谢的时候，
当病人的小孩哭哭啼啼的向你说声谢谢的时候，
当病人的亲友因为希望破灭而眼眶都红了的时候，
当你看着一个生命就这样离开的时候，
医生，肩上背负的又是多么的重。
但是就是这种生活，就是有他们这种精神，这种信念，
才可以创造一个又一个的奇迹，
一个次又一次的欢乐。
我说我，
是不是太懦弱，太胆小了呢？
昨天一个朋友告诉我她的志愿时当一名好医生，
为所有被世人摒弃的病患有一个落脚处，有一份支援。
我说我，
我何尝，
没有过这种想法呢？
我说我，
是不是太过没有自信呢？
我说我，
是不是太过庸人自扰呢？
曾经，
我是多么希望可以披上白袍，
在医院里工作。
我想在医院工作，
我觉得比起诊所，医院更能够帮助更多的人。
也许你会说我是因为最近接触多了，才会向往。
也许是吧，不过，我是曾经，认真的想过。


“如果要读医科的话，到俄罗斯读就可以省上很多的钱，那里的医科也算是赫赫有名的，对吗？”
我说。
“是啊，是最实际的了。”
妈妈说。
“好吧！给我一年的时间考虑”
我说。



Blessed Be,Susu Chow.

Start life, Anew.

Many of my friends are going to start their lives anew,
which is entering Sunway college.
Hooray for you all,
Be brave, always Be :)

How'bout me?
17th of Jan.
Yea, I'm leaving.
"I think we will be a little bit...yea,not use to her leave.."
This is what my dad said this evening.
I always tell others to be brave, to be well-prepared.
When it comes to me,
I have no idea.
Don't know how would I deal with all these things,
the farewell...
I believe myself, that I'll be very brave,
Be strong, Be tough and will not cry.
This is what I expect,
And I hope,I can face all of these,with a strong heart.
Would you show me your supporting face,my friends?
"Pull my luggage,and Go."
It's my turn now.
Good.
I appreciate it,
And,I will do my best.
Live at KL,
Study in Taylor's college.
Good luck!


Blessed Be,Susu Chow :)


*Umbrella soft version is damn nice,isn't it? :):):)

"I RISK NOTHING"

Yea.
This is what I used to say to myself.
When someone appears in my life suddenly,
Mixed up my life suddenly,
And then now he's disappearing suddenly.
Good.
This is what I want.BADLY.
All the best to you.
Remember to be responsible.
In everything you've done.
It's time to put down everything,
To start life anew.

Blessed Be, Susu Chow.

Beautiful 2011.

Happy New Year!!!!!
Hmmmmmmmm.
I'm going to KL tomorrow :)
Have to move all my stuff up there.
I actually have a lot of things wanna say.
But,,,,,you know? Just...haiz.
Can't describe all the feeling in one word.
So, let's wish me all the best in 2011!!!

Blessed Be, Susu Chow :D