我上来了

今天决定用母语,原因...知道的。


最近觉得自己好像对于一些事情总是太执著,
结果不如预期,
就更容易失望。
我说我啊,是时候再改变一下了。

真的是这样的吗?
我觉得自己常focus在某事物上,
结果忽略了其他的点点点,
我,真的不是完美的。
完美,真的好难,根本不可能。

想唱歌,想在我与知识一起去流浪前,
跟性情,跟热忱,跟感性一起回温。
给我这个时间,让我,做做自己,好吗?



就叫ZOE ok? Ngeheh.



Blessed be susu.

Realization

Met my LAODA today,
and I would say she's still the same.
People do change.
But majority of them don't or are unable to change who they really are.
And personality is one of the unchangeable.
Nice to meet you, again!

Realize that when I talk to someone, when we chat, I get to do reflection.
Yesh, of myself.
This is definitely a good sign.
I enjoy it.

We do need gut feelings when we're in love or when we break up.



Blessed be susu!

What kind of feeling is this?

Hello peeps.
Yesh, I'm nervous for the results.
Yet, not that nervous.
31st of May can you please be a good day?
Nahhh, I applied for Malaysian Merit Award, worth 7000 pounds.
And there will be only two scholarships provided, over maybe 200+ applicants?

God bless me please.

It's already the end of May.
And June is knocking the door.
And July stands behind June and he is peeking.
Well oh well,
My lovely August calls and she says that she is coming.
The cool September remains calm and continues his journey.
So what should the girl do?
Nothing but being what it means to be, the true self.




Blessed be, susu chow!
(Should I have a nickname too? Ahhhhhh. Suggestion.)

When it becomes a routine.

Had finished a nice drama recently, many dramas actually but this one is worth to be mentioned here.
Heh.
A gentleman's dignity.
Nahhh.
I know it is quite an old one.
But mmhmm.
I just finished it.
And found that it is quite nice.
My style hehe.


And about my job,
I would say yes,
I realized how important choosing the right job is.
I admit that I'm not enjoying my job, anymore.
Find it boring actually.
What can I do?
I made the choice at first.
And so I have the responsibility to continue.
I mentioned about early resignation to my boss actually.
But she said since I agreed to the condition of working until 31st of July,
and singed the contract somemore (although there's no any monetary issues involved),
I have to obey it.
Yep,
that's what I can't go against.
Everytime.
Rules.
and,
regulations.
Lesson learnt.



Blessed be, susu chow!

懂我的这个家

I've never thought of applying psychology, as in applying the skills, on family members.
Until today.
Nope, maybe I've applied before but I never realize.
I've never thought of this.
I've never come so far.
I've never thought of settling these.
And,
I've never thought of becoming such a person.

Blessed be, susu chow!

还是会，害怕。

响应上一个发表
我说
今天这个的主题
绕不到哪儿去。
话说我们家一共有四人
但是真理，规则...

今晚
左心房不好受
眼眶多了很多的H2O
参杂了许多的Na,
我想这是我眼睛最不好受的一晚吧，
自我从KL回来。
但是脑子使命的往眼睛发射signals,
receptor接着了，但有些却来不及response而跟着最初的signal,把neurons所发送的讯息完整的做出reflex.


我说，
今晚，可以忘掉吗？
因为那些话，太刺耳了。

理

在这个家里的规矩，规则，真理
都只对三个人有效。
但是话说
我们家一共有的是4个人。