Slipped-out-from-study-time Feeling

Yea.
Like what I've put as the title of this article,
That's what I'am Enjoying now.
I can hear
The voices Of you all.
Haha.
But I choose to enjoy now.

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Felt better these few days.
The bond has been broken.
That's good, I like it, really =)
But You know,
I'm forcing already,
Whenever I wanna be myself,
Then I'll force myself,
To be the suppose-to-be.
Sometimes I feel like I'm talking double Dutch,
Just that to fulfill the to-be-a-suppose-to-be. Gah.
But nevermind,
Since that It leaves not much time,
I think I can stand for it.

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The first time,
I did the pick-up-my-luggage-and-go-straight-on action.
What an awesome thing, and a sad too.
I cant even believe myself,
For that.
You know, I wanna to do that at the very first,
But somehow,
I cant even think of it.
But see what had happened.
HAHAHA
Fine good,
But crap.
Holly crap.

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Exam is around the corner.
God.
I haven't read enough for what I suppose to finish.
I knew,
This coming exam is extremely crucial.
On the contrary I'm still hanging my thoughtssssss in the air.
A lot of thoughtsssssssssssssss
and dreamsssssssssss.
Shut up!
I should say this to myself frequently.
Hah.
What the hell is this?

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Heart

It was tired.
It has shrinked.
It was even
Bleeding.
It's beat slow down when it has to face you.
All the things are because of you.
It's You.

Can't figure Why.
I became like this whenever I face you.
I felt breathless.
In a bad way.
No freedom at all for me.
Sour faces.
Gah.
I am really TIRED.

They're Coming.

Yea,
They're coming.
All of them.
I felt scare, worry, panick
And,
Even Thoughtless.
What should I do?
Just wait for them to come?
And hit me fiercely, mercilessly?
Gah.
I don't want this.
I want to do what I wished, I planned, and I wanted.
Greedy, Am I?
No.
That's just What my life is going to.
Miracle,
Can't you just knock my door,
Surprisingly?

No-idea-about-what-to-say emotion.

Blank.
It's just all blank.
Even numb, doom and gloomy.

Why?
Should allllllll of these happened in a time?
No.
It's a challege.
Is it?
Yea, yes it's.
Just like what I heard.
It's definitely a test for us,
For us to overcome it.
By ourselves.

Gah.
I've more and more things to think to do and to depress.
But still got a few to happy, to feel sweet.
Thks for bringing the sweetness to me,
I
APPRECIATE
IT.

Although it could be just a misunderstanding,
a mistake
a wrong.
But
instead
I let myself to enjoy it
To enjoy the thing
Which seems like it is like this.

Thks.
For bringing the good to me.
Merry meet and merry part.
Blessed be.