What kind of feeling is this?

Hello peeps.
Yesh, I'm nervous for the results.
Yet, not that nervous.
31st of May can you please be a good day?
Nahhh, I applied for Malaysian Merit Award, worth 7000 pounds.
And there will be only two scholarships provided, over maybe 200+ applicants?

God bless me please.

It's already the end of May.
And June is knocking the door.
And July stands behind June and he is peeking.
Well oh well,
My lovely August calls and she says that she is coming.
The cool September remains calm and continues his journey.
So what should the girl do?
Nothing but being what it means to be, the true self.




Blessed be, susu chow!
(Should I have a nickname too? Ahhhhhh. Suggestion.)